Currently Listening Spice By Spice Girls see related

laying around with best friends talking about nothing at all, laughing, finding an incredible verse in the bible (or bible.com ) without any intention of doing so, having plans for the weekend in the beginning of the week, getting ready, ending up with more marshmallows than actual cereal when eating lucky charms, honesty, holding hands, feeling accepted, pizza lunchables, hearing a favorite song on the radio, coloring with new markers, looking forward to something coming up, fridays, compliments, & new underwear

just some favorite things of mine <3 i had a good night.

its certainly been awhile.. so here goes !

for starters.. colorado was fun !  we skied, snow mobiled, & tubed. we did a little shopping too of course. new years eve totally sucked. i didnt feel well.. & the comedians were no where near funny.. it was just a bad night altogether. i got back around 6ish or so last night & went to see killa cam.  i missed him. we got to catch up on everything.. it was alotta fun. 

as for today.. school was alright i suppose. ive been in a bad mood since i got home.. but i am looking forward to hanging out with the girls soon. im in need of a fun weekend ! & ive missed them like crazy.

thats all for now. <3

goood mood. overall.. my breaks been alotta fun ! recapping everythings thats happened would be ridiculous.. but i find it neccessary to share a few things.

MY BIRTHDAY. <3 such a fun day. susan took me & nik out to PANERA & we did some shopping. then we picked up all the girls a little later & went back to robs for the night where we made cookies, i opened my presents, (they were all wonderful !) & we engaged ourselves in some serious girl talk. possibly my favorite part of the night? idk.. we concluded were all whores. but you already knew that.

CHRISTMAS.. 2 days !

& that sums it up for now. <3

Currently Listening Birthday Song/Happy Birthday By Sunny-Side Up HaPpy BiRtHdAy tO Me ! see related

today is the day !

& im so excited for tonight. i <3 them all.

Currently Watching Santa Clause (Clam) By Tim Allen, Judge Reinhold see related

okay so im updating 2 days later.. but i thought it was necessary to share upcoming events !

as we all know.. tomorrows our last day of school this year.. which is very exciting ! i dont exactly have plans for the weekend as of now.. but im hoping to do something with alyssa because we havent hung out in.. forever? & i miss her. anyways.. CHRISTMAS is coming up of course ! in what.. 10 days?  & the day after that.. im leaving for COLORADO. eeekk.

lol you didnt think i wouldnt mention did you?

BIRTHDAY.. 4 DAYS !  so im having all the girls over.. nik, han, carl, rebec, tib, erika, shelbs, ang, ellen, jess, brittney, & sis. so if i havent mentioned it to you.. i am now.  so im def looking forward to that.. we always have fun together.

HERE MY LOVES <3

eyes fixed on ONE ANOTHER as we lay.. looking at the stars*

the music plays softly.. but is DROWNED OUT by all the cars

you told me you loved me.. but yet i don't understand

why you're leaving me here alone.. you just let go of my h a n d

i'm A MESS OF INSECURITIES without you my dear..

why did you have to go? why couldn't you stay here?

things are so different now.. they'll NEVER be the same

you can't even look at me.. & never speak of my name